Me gots paid today :) how enthused I was at work. I got more than I expected, so I feel accomplished and gleeful. But, at the same time a little unhappy because I already spent $110 of it (bought a portable DVD player from work - thanks to Matt and putting the idea of watching The Golden Girls on my breaks in my head)and another $200 will be gone tomorrow when I finish my Christmas shopping...leaving me with like $120 :( Which is hard to hold onto for 2 weeks...damn I wish I got paid weekly, it'd be so much better for my budget. Always spending all of my money. Bad Sarah! I need a slappin. But then again I dont feel all that bad because its for gifts for other ppl, which I love giving...and I love wrapping lol. Christmas time is tons of funs. So to the mall I go tomorrow. All by my lonesome though, cuz ppl I wanna take are working, busy, or cant go cuz they're who I'm buying for lol. :( Oh well. I hope to get out of there fast.
Afterwards maybe Jeff & I will hang out with Kash. Gotta find out about that.
Thanksgiving was good. Had to work 9-3 though, but that was ok. Busy though. Jeff came to get me then we came back home and ate with his family, hung out for a little while. Then we went to my dads, visited for a little while and ate a lil. Then I took Jeff back home and went to visit an old friend. When I left it was foggy as hell outside. It was like driving in a marshmallow. Lol that would be fun, wouldnt it? Yeah so after that I came back here and went to sleep after a while. Went to work this morning...drove there actually. Jeff's dad insisted that I do. I dont know why lol, he was just like take the car..I said no I like walking its no problem...he said no take it...I wasnt awake enough to argue so I accepted lol. Then I got home around 5ish. Spent the last half hour figuring out what I'm buying tomorrow and where from.
We're supposed to put the tree up one of these days. Today was the plan I think? I cant decide if I'm energetic enough to do it tonight though.
Jeff and I have been going out alot lately. Because I've been driving his dads car like all the time these days. His car is unbelieveably terrific on gas. We've taken it out about 7 times so far and havent had to put gas in it once.
I talked to Robert tonight, its been a while since we last did. I miss him. We're both having issues so its like couples therapy when we're on the phone lol. You're a good friend booboo :) Just wish we were closer these days. We are gonna hang out soon though! Gotta exchange those Christmas presents.
Joe called me today. You fucker where have you been! You and your jiggin Nintendo Wii.
I think I'm finally over the cold I had. Horray for me, that only lasted over a week and a half. God damn it. I hate when I get sick it lasts so fucking long. I had a cough that wouldnt go away. Everyone thought I was some kind of manic smoker. Lol. At work it was the worst. With Matt always making me laugh, I'd start coughing and it would turn into choking. Maybe he should cut the jokes when I'm sick lol. My poor lungs :( But like I said I think its better.
I go for another ultrasound thursday, woop woop. I hope my cyst went away. Gotta wake up at like 6 for it...and cant even go back to sleep cuz I gotta work at 4:45 :( waaaaaa! Oh well, I have off friday so it doesnt matter. And I love working nights, it goes by so fast and I get lots of the cool customers. Like the english guy that wants me to play pool with him. haha.
I had a Tim Hortons turkey breast sandwich the other day. It was amazing. My brother used to bring those home for me when he used to work there. That and the chicken noodle soup. Yummi in the tummi. Would have been better if I didnt break into a coughing frenzy when I was there though.
I saw Princey yesterday :) and Troy *brothers cat and dog* Troy is so wild. He scratches me every time he touches me. I love playing with him but his claws are sharp as a fucking cats. It was cute to see him & Princey fighting. Princey boxes him out lol. And according to my brother he bites the dogs balls. Lol god poor thing.
I just remembered something. "Pie in the eye." Lol Rachel.
I guess thats it for now. Im gonna go either see if Jeff wants to put up the tree like he said or go read my new issue of Fitness. Or maybe watch some Frasier now that I have my own means to >:) I'm so glad i bought that thing. I'm outies.
Horray for meez. On my days off (or the days that I dont work til 4) I've been going to sleep around 11:30ish - 2:00ish and waking up before 11. Now I can watch the Price Is Right :) I've been watching that show my whole life. The cat here keeps trying to lay on me and its not working because I have the comp on my lap. So he lays on my chest and puts his arms around my neck like he's giving me a hug. Lol he's cute. I repositioned myself so he can lay on my lap since he's so persistent. I woke up and he was laying next to me, meowing to wake me up. Lol. Such a cute kitty (he's Jeff's, not mine). I love him, but when we move we're most likely not taking him with us because we're going to get 2 kittens and he doesnt get along with other animals. The dog comes up here and he attacks her. Then we take him downstairs and he freaks out and flies back upstairs. Talk about antisocial lol. That and he has a problem with leaving huge wads of fur everywhere and he throws up often. But he's a good kitty.
Friday was fun. Me, Jeff & Tony went to see Saw 3 after I got out of work. It was really good, I thought it was better than the first 2. Saturday I had off but we didnt do much, just stayed home. Sunday I had to work all day then after we went to Wal Mart, Borders and to my dads house. Saw my brothers doggy again, he's getting big. And Prince. I miss him, he's such a cute kitty. He's in love with Jeff. Whenever he's around him he rubs against his legs and falls over. Lol. I think he misses Tiger :( But at least he has another friend to keep him company. The doggy plays with him alot though and Prince hits him in the face like he's trying to box him out lol. After that we went to Dennys! Horray I love Dennys. I've been going there for over 8 years. Their chicken strips are the shit. Lets see then...yesterday I had off :) I went to the UPS store with my mama cuz I had to send back the shoes I ordered offline in exchange for a bigger size. I might not get those for another 2 & 1/2 weeks :( because they say returns might take up to 20 days. I hope not. After that we went to Party City cuz she needed cards. I thought it'd be a good time to get some christmas supplies but they didnt have any good wrapping paper, so I just got some gift tags. She said the Dollar Store had it so we went there. I got a couple rolls of that, a few packages of bows, some tissue paper and a few gift bags. Now that thats all out of the way all I need to do now is get the gifts lol. Which I'm going to start as soon as I get paid, which is this friday (finally, I had to wait 3 damn weeks) so Jeff & I are going to the mall early saturday, hopefully it wont be too crowded in the morning. I hate shopping in crowded places and I wanna get it all taken care of so I dont have to hustle right before Christmas. This year Rachel & I are exchanging too, which is cool :) so I'm gonna see her sometime in the next few weeks. Yep yep.
Im so glad I got to sleep in 2 days in a row. Gotta work later though, but only 5 hours so it'll go by fast. Robert might come see me later. We're giving eachother lists of movies we want for Christmas (for the past few Christmases we exchange those). I still havent made mine so I better go do that before I forget. Cuz then I'd have to think off the top of my head later if he comes and I dont have it and that would suck cuz when I do that, I leave out movies I want the most. And Joe just called so I gotta call him back. I think I'll clean the house a little today. And see if I can con Jeff into vacuuming the computer room. Gots ta goes.
I'm watching the Munsters. Its been on since before I went to work this morning. All day marathon! Woo hoo. I love this show. Dont catch it that much though. Work was short today, and kinda aggravating. I had to watch and read these online guides about the pharmacy and stuff. All the while I was just like, yeah yeah yeah, what the fuck, thats great, I dont care. I'm a damn front end cashier. Why the hell am I being educated on the procedures of the pharmacy? I hope they arent planning on sticking me back there to do the cashiering there. Because if thats the case I'm going to quit. Too much complicated shit goes on back there. Its already aggravating to me and I just watched the videos. Imagine if I actually had to work back there. No thanks. I like where I am. Its easy and I like my customers. The other day 2 guys bought some beer and as they were leaving, one came back and asked if I wanted to come over after work. I was like no I'm good, thanks. That was weird. And alot of the other guys give me pet names and comment on my hair, and the old ladies always compliment me too. It makes for an interesting day. At least its not distressing and hectic. Alot of times its dead so I go around fixing up the displays. People love to fuck them up. But its easy money, so I'm happy. And unlike Dairy Queen I actually like all my co-workers. They're not bitches or ignorant people. The other day on the way to work Jeff and I found $22 on the ground, so we split it. I got to work and told the assistant manager about it. He's like, thats funny, because I just lost $22 today. I'm like yeah? why dont I believe you? He's like seriously, tell your boyfriend to give it back. Lol. He's funny. Today a lady came in, bought some milk and other stuff. She goes "Why does everyone talk about me and make fun of me? Am I responsible for whats going on in the world? Why dont they like me? Theres nothing wrong with me is there?" I'm like...no, no. So she left and the manager came up to me. He asks if thats my first encounter with the "Am I different?" Lady. I laughed and was like yeah, is that who that was, Shelly told me about her. That lady is freaky. She reminded me of my 12th grade english teacher. THATS scary. Apparently she comes in every morning and asks everyone the same questions and tells people how other people make fun of her and dont like her. I felt better when she left. That was weird. Then when Jeff came to get me and we left the store there was this random parade coming down the street so we couldnt cross for like 10 minutes. I was like wtf is this? It was strange.
I'm off tomorrow :) so I'm going shoe shopping. G Units are on sale this week, so I gotsta get some of those. Then maybe we'll go see my grandma, her birthday is tuesday and I wont make it out there because I gotta work. Monday, tuesday, thursday and friday. I didnt wanna work on Halloween but I made the mistake of saying I wasnt doing anything for it when I was asked. Oh well.
Yesterday me, Jeff, Steve & Tony went to the Catacombs finally. It was great. Alot better than Frightworld which sucked this year. Everyone was laughing at me because I was getting so scared. Steve realized how easily scared I get so he started hiding and jumping out at me and yelling. It was pretty funny what happened to him in return though. We got to the point of the maze of doors and this creepy loon was screaming at everyone and laughing like a psychotic. He's like "This way!" and opened a door. Steve walked in it and the guy closed it. He laughs freakishly and goes "Its a closet!". That was hilarious. The Catacombs were alot better because we got lost like 50 times and theres a bunch of different ways you can go, not just one path that leads you out in 10 minutes. And their monsters and special effects were alot better, and it was much bigger. I freak out the most when the chainsaw comes out. I dont know why. I'm just like scared of those things. I think its the sound. The guy with one at Frightworld pointed it right at my feet and wouldnt get away from me. I went nuts lol. The guy at the Catacoms with it didnt really harass people much with it though. After that we went to a chinese buffet place. Then back here and played Clue & Scrabble. Friday we're going to see Saw 3. Which is cool because I havent been to the movies in a while.
We're selling George Bush dolls at my work. I thought, oh my god the world is never gonna get over this. Then I thought, I'm not touching that. Shelly's step brother came in and was making fun of it. It was funny. He does a good impression.
I wanna do Christmas shoppingggggg. But I gotta wait til I get paid. Which isnt til the 10th. Which I'm excited for because I'm getting paid for 3 weeks of work, which will amount to a hefty check. *drools* Then over to Bank of America I go with that and the other money I have saved up in Jeff's account.
Tomorrow night I might go to Dark Raven Manor (another haunted house) with Justin. Theres 3 around here and I went to 2 so far and I love Halloween so I wanna get the most out of it that I can. I love haunted houses. I like getting scared from that stuff. Its all mysterious like. But if I do then I'll have to record the Flavor of Love Reunion show because if I go out I'll miss it. I didnt even see the whole finale of the show because of the damn cable. Joe was supposed to come over with the tape today but he couldnt make it. Damn you Joe. I gotta see it! Even though I know what happened.
I talked to Suzi the other day for the first time in like a year. Hopefully soon we'll hang out and catch up on stuff.
Jeffs dad made tacos today. I had one earlier then took a nap. Woke up and had another one but didnt finish it because it got kinda hard. Sadness :( But its ok because I'm not hungry anymores.
I want the Golden Girls season 6 damn it! I dont wanna wait. But then again I also have to get the first, second, and third. Never got around to getting them. I must complete the collection thus far. Thats my show!
Oh yeah. I just remembered I have laundry to fold. Lol. Better go do that before it gets wrinkled.
Today was fun. Went to Frightworld (Finally) with Jeff, Christine, Jessica & Tony. It was a good time. Kinda short though. It seemed scarier last year. Of course last year I got scared by Robert. Yeah I mistook him for a staff member. So what. Lol. That was funny though. He's like "Sarah...its me". Lol. After getting out of one of them (theres 5 in the building) Jessica relized she lost her wallet. So one of the staff members went in and looked for it. He came out with it and a huge bottle of perfume after a few minutes. He told her she should really keep her purse closed. We all agreed. And wondered how she had such a huge bottle of perfume in that little purse. Lol. She's lucky though, that he found her stuff. Tony yelled at her for about 5 minutes about being so careless. It was funny because in one of them, Jeff and I got separated from Jessica Tony and Christine because this monster wouldnt let me through. So I was like "Jessica where are you!" and the monster started screaming for her. It was funny. A good night. I havent hung out with them since last November. We talk alot but never got to hang out that much. Everyone and their work.
Which I can say I am involved in now. :) Finally. I'm a Rite Aid girl. I start tomorrow. Its about 4 blocks away so its convenient as hell. I start out part time but I'm hoping that changes. If it doesnt, I'll just have to save as much as I can from every check and then will have to wait til like January to save up a good amount to get a car. Which will be fine, because I'm not going to get one if I cant afford it. And thats not too long away anyway. But hopefully then my mom will have gotten me and Jeff into a better paying job. If she lets us down (which is a possibility but we're hoping for the best) we'll just have to look for something on our own. We'll see how it goes. I'm gonna use my first check, or at least half of it, for Christmas gifts. I wanna get all that out of the way asap because I hate going to stores when theres 100,000 people in them. People piss me off.
Hopefully we go to the Catacombs sometime this week. Its like the last week of October so we fucking better. We were supposed to go with Tony & Steve a few times but different stuff got in the way. First it was Tony that had to work, then the damn storm, then Tony working again. I'm off tuesday, friday and sunday. I wanna go friday. Tuesday I have some clothes shopping to do.
I'm so glad we got out of the house tonight. Jeff's dads dog wouldnt shut the fuck up. He goes nuts when his dad isnt around. Barks and barks. Never shuts up. Its annoying, I hate that damn dog. They're very annoying pets. I guess its because I've never had one so I'm not used to them. But they're so loud. I like the quiet ones. Like kitties. I love me some kitties.
Hey Rachel, we should hang out. I miss ya chica.
We just got our internet back on today. We were without it for over a week. I didnt really mis it that much though. Caught up on alot of reading. A power outage really makes you realize how much you depend on electronics and all that. His dad was bored too. He found a stereo we have here that can run on batteries. So he got it to work and he goes "We're really livin now." That was funny.
Golden Girls season 6 comes out on DVD on November 14th. I cant wait. All I have now is 4 & 5. Once I start getting money I'm gonna get all of them. Cuz thats my show. For realz.
Oyyyyyyy I'm tired. I think I'm gonna go relax and watch some Golden Girls. Or see if Jeff wants to play Monopoly. Thats my game. Even though I lose alot. OH YEAH BITCH.
I've experienced a breakthrough. Well sort of. The manager of the Rite Aid a few blocks from me that I applied to yesterday called today. Said they will have a few positions open and gave me the pre-screening number to call. Its like an application by phone. So I did that, so I'm hoping they like what they hear and call back. I also applied to Big Lots yesterday. I want to get work around here so that I can just walk to it and not have to depend on anyone else. I love walking so its no prob. And then I can save up some money and get a car.
My mom told me that a new DD is opening up and they're gonna need finishers. No experience is needed and you get mad money. And its gonna be only a mile away from me so I'm definitely gonna try for that no matter if I already have a job or not. It doesnt open for 2 more months though. But I can wait. Jeff's probably gonna try with me.
Yesterday I dropped my mom off at work and took her car for the day again so I could go around putting in apps. So I got back here, played DDR (I started that again, determined to drop a few more pounds again), then Jeff and I cleaned my moms car. She spills coffee all over the floor in the backseat. (Rachel...only you can understand the monstrosity that is my moms car.) So Jeff got out the rug cleaner but the stains were so set in that they're permanent. Maybe it just needs a different cleaner. I dont know. But its gross, folks. So I vacuumed, Cleaned the dash and windows, then we washed the outside. It looks really good now. The question is can she keep it that way. (Only Rachel knows the answer is...hell no bitch!)
After that, we went to Big Lots to do some shopping and so I could drop off my app. Then to the new CVS because I wanted to apply there too but didnt. After that, to New World Record on Elmwood to get the new Lloyd Banks cd!! I'm glad its finally out. Everyone in G Unit gets their shit pushed back months after the original release date. I guess they do that to build up supense and so people will savor it more. Its a great cd. So after that, we went to Delta Sonic to get some gas. We were going to Kwik Fill where Tony works but he wasnt there. So then next door to Mighty Taco. Yum yum. After that, A.J Wright. I got a hoodie last week but I want another one, couldnt find anything good there though. No surprise really, they never have anything good. After that we went to pick up my momma. THEN we went to Losson park. Walked around the trails for an hour. Its so peaceful there. We saw 2 deer and Jeff had peanuts, so they were coming really closse to us. I didnt know deer liked peanuts. It was cute. Then we went to McDonalds and then to pick up my dad. Took him home. Saw my brother and his new puppy. He's so cute and energetic. I was playing fetch with him. The other day when I saw him he was trying to get into the bathtub. He did and then started drinking from the drain. I turned the water on for him cuz he was like dying of thirst. My brothers dumb. Then we came back home.
Today we went to the mall. To Best Buy. Jeff had a gift card he bought off me lol. He got the X Men trilogy dvd pack. Now I'm here.
I feel like playing Monopoly. Or Scrabble. We got the new Monopoly, where everything is updated and millions of dollars. We played with Steve & Tony. And as always Tony won. I lost first. Bah! I kept getting low numbers so I made it around the board very slowly. Meanwhile everyone else passed go like 3 times and bought everything. Lol.
Tomorrow I'm going out with my mama. Probably to 100 places. I gotta go to Tops. Me & Jeff's 1 year anniversary is saturday :) so I'm gonna make a cake for him. I gotta get up early to make it though (Lately I get up between 11 & 12) so he doesnt know about it or see it. I'm excited for it. I love my baby sooo much.
And I'm excited for friday. We're going to the Catacombs with Steve & Tony. We were supposed to go last week but Tony had to work. Then sometime later this month we're going to Frightworld with Jessica & Anthony. Then I'm hoping to go to Dark Raven Manor, too. I dont know who we're going with to that one yet. Got no one planned for it as of now.
I feel like I've been awake forever. When really its only about 7 hours now. I guess its because I jumped rope and jogged this morning. That really tires you out.
I want this book I heard about on tv and saw at Borders. Its by Kevin Trudeau. Its a book bashing the evil pharmesutical industry. It has natural cures for conditions and illnesses. Who needs all these man made medicines that hurt you more than help you? Sure...cure your acid reflux with this pill..but it may give you a heart attack or blood clot...HELLO! Why take that shit? I knew of a guy that lived til he was 100 and he wasnt on medicines up to his dying day. What does that tell you? If you dont take this shit, you'll be healthy and live longer! Taking these medicines these days kill you. All the major companies are trying to sue him and pay him off not to release the book. Hmm....anyone wonder why? The pharmesutical industry doesnt want people to be healthy. They wont tell us what cures cancer or the common cold. Because then they wouldnt make their money. People die when they could help. But they dont. And they dont give a damn. Its all about money in this country. Greed. Its sickening. The people in this country shouldnt be afraid of their government and be controlled like its a damn dictatorship. Im really starting to hate this country. Canada gives their citizens free health insurance. Here you pay almost $300 for yourself independently. What the fuck is that shit? This one "doctor" wrote an article on Kevin Trudeau's book saying the ink it was printed with causes cancer. Says its from a country high in uranium and they link the happening of cancer to an animal that had it a while ago in that country. he wrote "the animal got nose cancer from the area high in uranium. Do not read this book, the fumes from the ink waft to nose-like objects." Thats right. "Nose-like objects." What the fuck kind of doctor is that! People are so desperate to keep the pharmesutical industry rich that they'll make up anything to discredit someone and try to scare people away from it. They dont want us knowing about natural cures because they cant patent them. Its obvious. A bunch of people laughed and screamed at that guy for saying that dumb shit. As they should. I did too. Its a great thing they had a commenting section on that site.
Ahhh anyway. Thats it for now. My arms are tired. Byeeees.
Whats up everybody. As you can probably tell from my subject I'm a little mad at the moment...this just hasnt been my week. Jeff and I have been fighting all week, and my job plan isnt working out. Im so frustrated, aggravated, uncomfortable, unhappy, its sad. I wanted to have a job by now, a long time ago in fact, but if it isnt one thing its another thats messing up my opportunities. Then the one day this week that I had the chance to get into an interview, I couldnt. So I have to try again next week. And knowing my luck probably the week after that, and that. It never fucking ends. Most of all I want a damn car. So when times like these come about, I can get away from the problem. Maybe I'd find it good to move away as soon as I can, far away, change my number and dont tell anyone where I'm going. Im sick of listening to other people bitch about this and that when I'm not the person to be telling it to. Not that I dont want to listen and help someone out, I love doing that, thats the kind of person I am. But all I hear are problems that I cant do anything about, people never want to confront the person they have the problem with, just complain to someone else who isnt involved and cant do anything. It just pisses me off that people dont tell their shit to the people they should be telling it to. Wtf. I'm sick of arguing and being pissed off everyday for someone elses attitude or dumbass actions. No one seems to want to cooperate or do their part anymore. What the fuck? I'll just never understand some people. Regardless of being upset all week, yesterday was a better day considering. Steve & Tony came over to hang out. Steve & I went for a ride, went to Tim Hortons and after talked for a while. He listened to me, made me feel better, I'm glad he was there. I wish we could hang out more though, he's really busy all the time, so we cant, really. But I am greatful for the time I do have with him. Its good to have him around and be the sensible one when everyone else isnt. We're going to the Catacombs next friday, so I'm looking forward to that. Hopefully things will be better by then. And on the 15th we had to put my cat Tiger down. He wasnt eating or moving around much, just crying. So we took him to the emergency vet and they said he had liver failure and a feline disease. She said with the diseases severity and his age, treatment wouldnt have been successful, so we had no choice. That broke my heart. I loved him so much, I had him for 11 years, he was the best cat. He didnt deserve that. Not that any animal does, but you know what I mean. So I miss him alot. Now I have another kitty to take care of. He's Jeff's cat, his name is George. I've grown really close to him. Not that I'm trying to replace Tiger or anything. Never that. But George lives with me so it kinda of happens. And the other day, my favorite pants started falling apart. So I cant wear them anymore, because I'm not sewing them. So that was another nail in the coffin. But it actually turned out good because I looked through my stash of pants that I have but never wear because they dont fit right, but I tried some on and they're better now. I've lost 20 pounds since last year so I suppose thats why. So now I have 2 new ones. Something to be a little happier about. Joe came over the other day to hang out, which I was glad for, because that too took my mind off some shit. We got pizza and I played with his Nintendo DS. Super Mario. And it was fun. I might buy one in the future. Partners Pizzeria sent me a gift certificate for a free pizza, since I'm new in the neighborhood. I thought that was cute. I dont know how they knew I was new, but it was a nice gesture. I'm gonna start spending more time with people I dont see very much. I feel alot better when I do. I'm gonna see when Robert wants to hang out. I miss him alot. I gotta get better with seeing people. Somewhere along the line communication and visits with people got messed up. So we gotta try to fix that. Ughhhhh. I feel so shitty. Im waiting for my mom to pick me up. Got grocery & clothes shopping to do. I still need a hoodie, which I couldnt find yet because what stores have right now is just stupid, ugly or insufficient. I guess I have another 2 hours to wait... god. I need to get out of here for a while. Too much negative energy. I feel like running at Losson park but it might be too late by the time she gets here. I bought a stability ball and have been working out with that. It relieves stress and relaxes you, too. A great thing. Maybe I'll go do that for a while. After I get finished talking to John. I need some breakfast as well. Yes, at 3:30 pm. Thats Mycky.
Yeah I have that song from Rent stuck in my head. Which is weird because I didnt see that musical. I guess I just saw the commercial at the movies for it one too many times :P Jesse Marin (who plays Tom Collins) went to Performing Arts high school here in Buffalo, just like me :) I feel specials. I didnt think Buffalo could produce celebrities but there ya go. This is all gonna be kinda random tonight because my head is all over the place at the moment. I kinda got back on my fucked up sleeping hours. Last week it was great, I'd fall asleep at 11 and wake up at 9 - perfect. Now, I fall asleep at 2 or 3 and wake up at almost fucking 1:00. You might wonder why it matters so much, or even at all, with me not having anything to do. But when I sleep long like that I feel like Im wasting time. And then the day goes by too fast and I cant get shit done that I want to get done. And also because it fucks with my job searching schedule. I wanted to call these 2 places this week but since I've been getting up so late, I miss my chance. I have perscription sleeping pills (I dont take over the counter ones anymore because I've become immune to them over the past 2 years) but I dont like to take them much. When I do, they usually make me feel hungry and they make me sleep too long, and when I finally wake up Im more tired than before I fell asleep. I guess they're not the right ones for me. Next time I go Im gonna see about getting different ones. I only take them when i absolutely have to, though. Meeeeeeh. Im watching Frasier now. Thats a good show! I put it on my Christmas wish list. Jeff and I decided to make one for eachother so we dont have to stress about what to get and wonder if it'll be the right thing. You might think its too early for that stuff but please...last minute shopping is a killa. What the hell is with all these shampoos claiming to make your hair all shiny? Doesnt your hair always shine just as long as you wash it? Thats what I thought. Mine always does anyway. Wtf. Today, Jeff was having a debate with his father and fathers friend about cigarette smoking. Those two smoke, and Jeff doesnt. Im not gonna explain the whole conversation but is it me or are some smokers really ignorant to the fact that nonsmokers REALLY HATE THAT SHIT. One thing I heard that I did like, though, was this. His dads friend said "We dont smoke because we want to, we hate it, but its addicting, and we cant quit." And Jeff replied "Neither can I, and I dont even have a choice." (Referring to how they smoke in the house and we have no choice but to breathe it in.) But soon we'll have our own place where there'll be none of that shit. No smoking in our house or cars. And if you do, you're not coming back. Simple! I dont see the whole attraction to smoking anyway. But its amazing how rushy people get when it comes to buying cigarettes. Its kinda sad seeing people in such a hurry to get stuff that kills them. O well. Its satisfying knowing that I dont have to feel that way and that Im not into that shit. Im kinda getting tired now.... last night I was up til 5 :( what are the drawbacks of using chloroform? lol. Just kidding. Steve & Tony came over today to visit. We had fun. Tony joked about eating my hamster...at least I think he was joking lol. And Steve kinda took my breath away *literally* when he hugged me. HARD. Lol but it was nice. They're coming over tomorrow to play Halo...I dont know what it is with guys and that game. Burrr its gettin cold out! But I love it! I gotta get some new hoodies and pajama pants this weekend. Jeff & I jumped rope today. I dont think I do that often enough lol. I get winded too quick. But we're gonna go biking tomorrow if it doesnt rain and next week. Funzies. I gotta get Jeff an anniversary present. I finally decided what to get him. A hot watch. Heres the link if you care to see http://www.shopecko.com/cgi-bin/frontrunner.cgi?ri=111&rc=ECKO&rs=T&ro=T&pln=CH&pid=MCHR&pm=MENS&sid=E95016G3&whs=GRR&bu=0&ki=&ctc=4 Well I guess thats it for now...the Golden Girls is on now!
Im back with news. That whole pain thing turned out to be a cyst, like I thought. Which is good, compared to what else it could have been, because they go away on their own. Doctor says within 1-3 months. It doesnt hurt that much anymore, so hopefully it'll be gone soon. Gotta go back in 3 months for a checkup on it, see if its still there. So thats that. They finally caught Bucky Philips. Took long eno ugh! I dont see why that guy didnt skip the country. The facility that he escaped from is across the street from my grandma's nursing home. Obviously it needs better security. Theres some weird movie on Comedy Central. I dont get it. The cat keeps curling up on me. He leaves the room then comes back to lay with me. I guess I dont mind since its freezing in here. Next week Joel & I are calling this place for interviews. They're looking for a lot of people and dont care about experience so we're hoping we both get hired. It'd be cool to work with a friend. And to make that kind of money, too lol. I'm gonna start writing a book. But first I gotta finish reading the one Im at the end of. We got Pizza hut pizza last night. *tasty* That was gooood. Wellz, I gotta straighten my hair a lil. We're going to see Click in about an hour. So off I goes.
Ok so Saturday night I got these weird intense shooting pains all around my stomach, after about 45 minutes they stopped but the pain settled in an area in the bottom right part of my waist. Went to the doctor yesterday and she didnt know what it was. So I had to go for bloodwork and today an ultrasound. Yippee. Im kinda scared but its always been me to relax and be positive. I wanted Jeff to go with me like he did yesterday but he cant get up this early. Greeeeeeeeat. I better go now. Should be leaving in an half hour and I gotta finish getting dressed and drink a shit load of water. Thats what she said to do. I dunno. Laterz.
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Entry #2 in the new journal. Kinda bored right now. Today was fun though. Jefffs dad made us tacos :) then after we went to Sam's Club, I swear that store frightens me. All big and shit. I think its absurd how they charge you a membership fee. Umm isnt paying for the groceries enough? Its a cult store like I say. Jeff laughs at that. But anyways it was kinda fun. We ran into his sister Lisa there and stayed with her for a while while she finished shopping, talking and stuff. She was struggling with her cart because everything in there weighed more than she does (it was funny) so I told Jeff to take her cart and help her out. After that he took her stuff to her car while I waited (today was so shitty with the wind and rain, I didnt want to go back out) and then we finished our shopping. Bought alot of stuff ($160 worth), which is pretty funny because last night we went to Tops and got a bunch of stuff. So now both refrigerators & freezers are jam packed, with almost $300 worth of food. Then we came home and Lisa & Jeff's mom came over, Jeff is fixing her computer. Sat outside for a while and thats about the day for me so far. Jeff's dad is going to the casino tonight so we're gonna clean up the house. It kinda became our thing to clean downstairs when he goes to the casino somehow, lol. The other day I cleaned the refrigerator, it looks all spiffy. The shit that I can accomplish is amazing when I clean (I wont come clean your house, dont ask :P). I feel like going out but dont wanna cuz its so nasty. We're supposed to go play pool with Kash (Jeff's friend) sometime, I kinda feel like doing that today but again, the weather. Maybe during the week will be better. My phone keeps scaring the hell out of me, vibrating. I know I should expect it, cuz I'm talking to Joe, but its still scaring me lol. Making plans with him to hang out, hopefully monday. New Flavor Of Love tomorrow night!!! Hopefully Steve will come over to watch it with me again. He came over last sunday with Tony (his brother). He's so funny. They stayed from 10-like 1, I was really tired by the time they left but messing with Steve gave me something to do and kept me awake. Throwing paper balls at him was fun, and everytime he threw them at me they went down my shirt. I think that may have been his objective lol. Funny. Ahhh yeah. Im gonna start calling places to work monday. I've been feeling really ambitious and determined lately so I might as well take advantage of the feeling. More than anything I want my damn car I'm sick of waiting (though I know I have myself alone to blame for it taking so long, but like I said I wanted a vacation.) Then I can go see all the damn movies I've been wanting to without anyone bitching about it. And Jeff & I are going to go to Pittsburgh (happiness, my favorite city!!) a little while after that. So if I have my car in 2 weeks, we'll probably go in the middle of October. I dont know if it'll be that soon, but I definitely want to go before winter. Our one year is next month :) on the 14th. Im excited! I love my Jeff so much. Autumn soon. My fav season. Halloween is the best, I love October. Last year I hit up a bunch of haunted houses with Jesica, Tony, Joe & Robert. This year I wanna do that again, only more. Steve's going this year :) I hope to go with alot of people. Must share the fun with everyone! Alright, well, its cleaning time I spoze. Goodbyez for now
New journal time! Woop! I didnt want my old username anymore and they actally charge you for changing your name (lol), so I decided to make a whole new one. Ill try to keep this one updated a little more. Myckylilboots is my nickname, given by my partnah Joey G. Its my favorite one so boomz, here it is.
But right now I'm extremely tired, I've been up since 7:30 this morning (yes, Im actally back on a normal schedule horray!) so its bed time for realz.
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